Hi Amber. Hi, Lola. Welcome to an unlikely affair.

Hello, my loves. I am freaking out today. I'm a little bit nervous. I feel like I'm tweaking. I feel like I've taken a hit of acid. I'm a little tired from the break. Welcome to an unlikely affair. Hello, Amber Childers. Hello, Lollicent. I, like, don't really know how to do our intro quite yet. We'll figure it out. We will, right? Yes. Yeah. Because, like, the one, like, give them Lala and untraditionally Lala, it's always like, hello, gorgeous. But obviously, this is not a lot. love that. The next few laugh. I like, give them Lala and untraditionally Lala. It's always like, hello, gorgeous, but obviously this is not... By the way, I love that. That makes me laugh at them. Oh, like, oh, is she talking to me? Hi. I am. I am. Talking to all of you. Obviously. How are you feeling this morning? We shared a bed last night. I know. I kept waking... I kept waking up and I was like listening to you breathing. I was

like, oh my God, that's a lot of breathing next to me. And I would rather have you lying next to you

breathing than a man. We talked about that before bed. We were laying in bed watching 2020.

I was like, do you care if I watch a murder? It puts me to bed. She's like, I love murder. I was like, it's so nice to like not share a bed with a man. And you talked about how you gave it like a test run, someone you were dating where you didn't share a bed. Yeah, I did that this past year. And I was like, you know what? I want to try something. You have two rooms. I really would like to try sleeping on my own. And he was like, great. He loved the idea. And then we tried, and it was, he would come in. We would, like, cuddle and we would do our thing, and then he would exit. Is it do your thing sex? Yeah, we would, okay, we would bang. Okay. We would bang each other. And then he would, he would leave. And it was actually really nice. Really nice, right? Because I've gotten to a place in my life where it's like, I like my routine. When I go to bed, I want to, you know, turn on my red light.

I don't want to, like, be bothered. I want to watch what I want to watch. And in the morning, I want to meditate and I want to pray and I want to like do whatever. And sometimes that starts at like four o'clock. And if I'm, if someone's laying next to me, I don't be interrupted. No. And then I don't want them to be like, why are you on your knees praying?

And like, I want to pray out loud.

And sometimes, like, I want to say things that I just want, it's between me and my higher power.

Right?

Did that start when you got sober?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I have to do the whole meditation. And I'm not great at doing this consistently,

but I had a moment a few days ago where I was dealing with something, and I was like, I need to go

outside and like, take a moment. And I also have to say things out loud because I don't know

if you've seen this meme, but it's like me when I try to pray and it's someone with ADD and you're

like start going and then you think of a million different things and you come back and you're like,

sorry God, I'm back. Same. So if I don't talk out loud, it's like we're going to be out here for an hour just trying to get to the freaking point of like what I need to hear myself say and set my intentions. And I feel that like between those moments that I want or waking up in the middle of the night and being like, oh, I got to have friends on the TV to just, like, put me back to bed.

The man's snoring, because most of them do. I want to be covered in oil head to toe. I'm like, I look like a walk. You could definitely, like, fry an egg on me. The younger ones don't snore, though. I have to say. The older ones?

No, the younger ones.

Oh, I thought you said older.

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