From about 15 years on and on up, a great deal of my thoughts were basically unshareable.

We are all evil in some form

or another.

Yes, I am. Not 100% but I am not a hundred percent, but I am you.

My mother was a sick, angry, hungry, and very sad woman. I hated her but I wanted to love my mother.

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In this week's podcast, we're going to be talking about N-cells.

Now, for those that aren't familiar with that term, an N-cell is a member of an online

subculture of people who define themselves as unable to get a romantic or sexual partner despite desiring one.

In various in-cellforems forums they are characterized by resentment and

hatred, misogyny, misanthropy, self-pity, self-loathing, racism, a sense of entitlement to sex, and the endorsement of violence

against women as well as sexually active people. Urban Dictionary defines as who is celibate but doesn't want to be." And choosing celibacy is a valid choice, no judgments

here, but I think most of us don't actively choose to be celibate. The difference between the vast majority of the population

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