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Previously on Direct Appeal.

Ryan was acquitted of aggravated murder,

and then he read the second verdict of Great Murder.

And when he said guilty,

this sense of joy and relief

turned into grief and wailing.

I'll never forget it.

I tried to prepare myself for it

just because I knew it was a possibility

but I just had it actually think that possibility

would come in real.

What were the jurors?

Took a shower to see how long it would take

for body to drive.

He was always going to be

he would always fall asleep at random things.

The day after, the day,

which he's convicted, he said,

we know why he did it,

because he was caught up.

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