I have anxiety talking about this.

Again, I could cry thinking about it because, oh my gosh, are these hormones?

I don't know.

Sometimes you just feel really alone and then you hear someone else vocalize what you're going through and then you're like, wow.

To be vulnerable and transparent, it's probably my least favorite thing out of the whole process.

I literally screamed, God, help me. The next thing I want to

talk about is your marriage changing when you have a baby. Motherhood is one of the most

amazing things that I have ever done. If you're not interceding for your family, no one will.

You've got to be the praying rock for your family, and it will make a difference. Being a mom is really hard, and until your mom, you don't fully realize

everything that it entails and how difficult it can be and how taxing it is on your

body. And there's so many things that I never understood until I became a mom. But at the same time,

there's so much beauty in it. There's so much goodness. Like I have seen God completely reveal

himself to me throughout this whole process and also my self-change in a way that

I never imagined. And so that's what we're going to talk about today is the journey of motherhood

in postpartum. If you are new here, my name is Janine Amapola Ward. I post every single Tuesday.

This is a Christian podcast. And I just love sitting down with you guys, giving you guys

advice, and also just being vulnerable and sharing with you guys things that I'm going through

because let's be honest, we all go through things. We all struggle. We all face things. And

sometimes you just feel really alone and then you hear someone else vocalize what you're going

through. And then you're like, wow, I did not

know someone else was going through that. And so today we're going to be talking exclusively

just about motherhood and postpartum. And I am five months postpartum. And part of the reason why I

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