He explained to me, you know, one offering is Jesus Christ,

perfected as in past tense, meaning already completed,

forever is eternally, and then he says,

them that are sanctified.

And then he says, and their sins and iniquities will I remember no more.

He says if God says he doesn't remember can God lie, even though you don't know much about God, can

God lie? And I'm like, no, absolutely not. He says, so if God says he he doesn't remember it means it's wiped from his memory and he doesn't remember your sins and there's an issue though he said Johnny you remember your sins right but there's a person who has the keys to heaven,

the judge, for example, and he said,

and let's say you go to a court, and the judge,

you know, tells you that you have to do 10 years.

Does it matter if you're like, well, in my opinion, I feel like I got to do three months. You know, it doesn't matter. The judge is going to be the one that ultimately decides your fate. And likewise, God has already given the judgment statement which is Jesus Christ

dying for your sins and making you righteous and for the first time in my life when I heard

that I was normal I was righteous through Jesus and that the reason why I was so sad was because I was this

imperfect person trying to be perfect. That's when I started to recognize I couldn't lean on myself anymore.

Had to draw from a different source that you know that was perfect like God and that really changed my life you know

And then after that he did some crazy stuff, you know, he's like,

how is your relationship with your father?

And I was like, man, I didn't, so when I was locked up in prison,

I never, my father never visited me, not once.

And so I just, we were estranged for the whole time that I was locked up.

Even when I got out, I never talked to him.

He didn't even come and pick me up.

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