Yeah, welcome, yeah, welcome to the episode. This is going to be, this is going to be.

You like feel the heaviness for me? I can feel it. Yeah, I want you to start and I'm, we're going to do our best

to just shower you with empathy, okay?

I'm gonna cry?

Am I gonna cry?

No, I don't think you're gonna cry.

You might, I don't know.

Oh, I wasn't ready for this.

All right, here we go, let's be buddies. Last week, Cutter was out of town for the week. I think we were recording like in the middle of my week, right of that. Yeah. And I had to the both kids solo and I've been obviously talking about my struggles with Jack.

Yeah. So they really were like it felt like they were getting worse every day and I went to pick him up from school the day after we recorded. And the day before I had, remember I told you you

usually have to have like something in my car to like entice him to get in like McDonald's or whatever.

So the day before I'd had a happy meal waiting on with a car seat.

So the next day I decided I was like you know what I'm gonna go out to lunch with my friends I'm going downtown I haven to lunch with my friends.

I'm going downtown.

I haven't even really been since I've moved here.

I went out, I had a nice lunch with my friends,

and I made it back just in time for pickup,

which means I have no treat in the car. I go to get him.

Teacher's telling me how well he's doing in the potty, he's going independently, in and now,

washes his hands, doesn't mean anything, and he just gets like pissed pissed like when she talks about it with me and I'm like okay and we're

walking to my car and he's like where are we going where's my McDonald's and I'm like well we have to go home to let Beeney out, and then we can go and get you some McDonald's before we pick up Bow.

Well, he decides to bolt back towards the school, tries to run around the side, and you know I can't run, so I'm just like,

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