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Imagined Life

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Imagined Life

Wondery

History, Fiction, Personal Journals, Society & Culture

4.88.3K Ratings

🗓️ 4 November 2018

⏱️ 40 minutes

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Summary

You’ve been bullied and ignored for much of your childhood. You lose yourself in trances that can last for an hour. Your only escape is the books you love, the complex thoughts that bounce around inside your mind...and to get out of your father’s house. Hosted by Robbie Daymond.


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0:00.0

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0:13.3

Imagine, you're hiding at the top of the school stairwell. It wreaks of old gymshoes and paint. Your brother's used to your quirks, but this one is new.

0:23.2

Why are we eating here again?

0:25.7

You know that kid with the crew cut? I might have accidentally bumped into him in assembly. How he's looking for me?

0:31.7

Your brother's size then...

0:35.7

So this is where the maggots come to feed.

0:39.7

He finds you, the bully. He's got his arms crossed that stupid smile on his face.

0:45.7

You're just deciding how to answer when you feel a sharp pain in the middle of your shoulder blades and then you're flying down the stairs.

0:53.2

The crew cut follows you down taking the stairs to a tiny. At the bottom his pals are waiting and it dawns on you. This is the plan.

1:04.7

And then you feel the first boot deep in your ribcage and then another. You hear your brother.

1:13.7

There's fear in his voice, but what can he do?

1:16.2

You're outnumbered and then your mind drifts off. The thuds recede. You think about one of your favorite books. Today it's Lord of the Flies.

1:30.7

You are on an island. Your plane has crashed. You and the others are alone. The adults are all gone dead.

1:38.2

You're gathered together around fire pit and that's when you see it.

1:46.2

A thing was crawling out of the forest. It came darkly, uncertainly. The shrill, swimming that rose before the beast was like a pain. The beast stumbled into the horseshoe.

2:00.2

Kill the beast. Cut his throat. Spill his blood.

2:03.7

Back on the school stairwell, the crew cuts face is red, frenzied. He pulls your head up by the hair and bashes your skull into the ground again and again.

2:17.7

The kicks keep coming. You're back. Your ribs, the center of your belly. Will it ever stop? The thing is, fear can't hurt you anymore than a drill and a drill and a drill.

2:33.7

The thing is, fear can't hurt you anymore than a drill and a drill.

2:40.7

And then you black out.

2:45.7

From Wondry, I'm Robbie Damon and this is Imagined Life.

2:53.7

Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to walk in the shoes of someone famous?

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