Hello I'm John Eldridge and welcome to the Ransomed Heart Audio Podcast.

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Craig what do you want to talk about

what's on your heart what do you want to put words to process together?

I'd love to share a story and interact with you.

Yeah.

What's the story?

The story is for about the last year and a half,

after following my chemotherapy treatment season,

I have a new normal.

It affected me physically. There's things that I have to battle with now

physically, but the biggest thing is this thing called chemobrain and where I lose in waves particularly an ability to focus or multitask or to move from

one task to another short-term memory and between the physical and the mental it just felt like

this was a dramatic change for me and I didn't care for it and short story is

pissed about it, not liking it.

Realizing that after about a year, this is a new normal.

It's not going to go away.

And acknowledging, I wish it was different and I know God I know God's the author of my story and that my

Frustration not liking this story was a reflection of my something about my

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