The missing piece of your soul and the lost technology of Mary Magdalene
back from the borderline
mollie adler
4.8 • 602 Ratings
🗓️ 21 April 2026
⏱️ 103 minutes
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Summary
Your profound feeling of spiritual isolation is the byproduct of the 2,000-year erasure of Mary Magdalene. This episode identifies the deliberate hit job on the manual of the soul and provides direct ways to reclaim your own state of being.
We look at why spiritual talk often feels like empty repetition and how rigid religious systems were built on fear to keep you dependent on authority. By exploring the missing pages of the Berlin Codex and the suppressed Gospel of Mary Magdalene, we find a practical system for protecting your own inner light. You’ll learn to recognize the triggers used by your environment to take your focus and how to stay present as a witness. This is a look at the rivalry between Mary and Peter and the calculated decision to prioritize power over your internal knowledge.
In this episode:
- The deliberate deletion of Mary Magdalene and the damaged Berlin Codex.
- How to build an “inner witness” to watch your own reactions.
- Using silence as a shield against daily emotional triggers.
- The battle for authority and the suppression of direct knowledge.
Inquiry for Your Journal or for use within MOODS:
1) Pick a recurring trigger like fear or shame. Notice exactly where it hits in your body. Observe the specific story it tells you about your value. Step back and watch the situation from a distance. Write about what you see when you look at the reaction without getting sucked into it.
2) Sit in total silence for five minutes. When you feel the urge to check your phone, ask what your body fears about the quiet. Use the silence as a shield. Describe pulling your focus back into your own center and note what remains once the distraction is gone.
3) Look for areas where you follow rules or wait for someone else to say you’re right. Identify times you ignore your own knowledge because you’re afraid to be alone. Describe what changes when you stop looking for a boss and act as the steady point in the middle of a storm.
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| 0:00.0 | If this podcast stirs something up in your psyche, Moods is where you take it next. |
| 0:05.1 | Moods is the private pre-social ritual technology that my team and I built for your inner world. |
| 0:10.2 | It's not therapy or social media, but a place to work through what's coming up within you |
| 0:15.6 | and then get back into your real life. |
| 0:18.0 | Start your seven-day free trial today at moods. |
| 0:20.9 | And use the code Founders, F-O-U-N-D-R-S at checkout to lock in early pricing. |
| 0:28.3 | That's moods. |
| 0:29.4 | World code founders. |
| 0:34.9 | Welcome to Back from the Borderline. |
| 0:41.3 | I'm your host, Molly. |
| 0:43.3 | In last week's episode, we took a very deep look at the myth of Sophia and used that ancient frame to really see the idea of mental health in a totally different light. |
| 0:59.1 | I feel that we all need to look backward right now instead of forward, |
| 1:06.3 | because the ancients possessed a type of knowledge that often outshines by a long shot are |
| 1:14.1 | quote unquote modern ideas. We're in a little bit of a strange position as a collective right now |
| 1:20.9 | because the internet allows us to read ancient scrolls that were hidden for nearly 2,000 years. And even though those Gnostic texts |
| 1:31.4 | were found in the 1940s, it's only now that they can reach anyone who wants them. And that's a |
| 1:40.0 | massive responsibility. The digital world is something that we can use for good, and this is my |
| 1:47.5 | attempt to do that. I believe it's our birthright to have this information, and we shouldn't |
| 1:55.0 | ever forget what a privilege that is. Now, in the last episode, we touched on the Gospel of Mary very briefly, |
| 2:03.9 | and I asked all of you if you wanted a full deep dive, and the response was a resounding yes. |
| 2:10.6 | If you're a Patreon member, I've actually done two full episodes on Mary Magdalene before, |
| 2:17.4 | but we're going in a different direction today. |
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