particularly if I have to eat even today my eyes will naturally close I don't even have to think if I have to eat even today my eyes will naturally close.

I don't even have to think if I have to drink water my eyes will naturally close.

This happened to me when I was just 17 years of age because on that day I just took a morsel

of food and put it in my mouth it just exploded in my mouth. It just exploded in my mouth. Something that is not me.

It was somewhere else. It came on my plate, I put it in my mouth. Now it's becoming me right here. It doesn't even

have to go, digestion, right here in the very mouth region. What was not you is becoming you is this not love affair the whole love

affair is just this trying to include somebody as a part of you desperately not

working very well but you try.

It's simple.

So this is something, not even a human being,

some other life, a vegetable, something else,

comes here and willingly becoming a part of you.