Escaping Denver, batch 4, I am nowhere near ready to release anything.

Namely, because I don't have all the answers I'm looking for yet, hoping for.

There's something I'm missing, and while I'm struggling to find a word for it,

it feels like I'm the only one who doesn't get an inside joke.

Not the isolated feeling or the feeling of shame,

but the feeling that there is information out there that other people know and I can't seem to access.

Answers to these big questions.

Every message I get from Noah or Sarah opens this world up a little bit more.

Proving how vast and expansive our world really is, while somehow simultaneously making it feel small and claustrophobic.

I know what you're thinking to know.

That's not malignant.

I've left him behind and you'll hear all about it next batch.

But for now I am a man on a mission.

I finally know where I'm going instead of running blind.

I had some time on my hands while on the move,

so I decided to touch base with some of my fellow internet sleuth and friends of the show,

and to my surprise, they had digitized two more episodes of Noah's internet radio show from the early 2000s,

the Ark.

Now, these were just sent to me, and I didn't necessarily choose which episodes were digitized,

so I had to circle back after the fact and kind of build context to the show.

This first episode is about lights in the sky in the southern United States,

and while the obvious connection should be aliens, for me it's mistrust.

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