I'm Kate Kennedy, your host.

Do you want to start by saying some reason you're new here or maybe you came over from the

Betjes afternoon tea podcast.

Love you.

Thank you for being here.

This is not a normal episode.

I may reroute you to a more fun number.

The last two weeks we've gone over summer camp memories, traumatizing religious camp

memories, suburban pool culture, in the episodes if you can't tone it tangent.

I might send you back to Pussycat Dullard, trauma Rama for some nostalgia.

Perhaps Rachel Holliser, what would Jesus brew if you like, you know, cult talk, cult talk

and MLM talk.

I don't know.

Usually I'm a fun gal and this is a nut beat podcast that is about things that aren't

for me.

But today I'm just going to talk and it might be dark and it won't be easy.

But I kind of don't know what else to do besides process out loud.

Especially for those of you that have been with me through the childless millennial phase.

I don't know.

I'll give you an update.

Yeah, I want to give a trigger warning for anybody who doesn't want to hear about or talk

about pregnancy or fertility or miscarriage.

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