When people say no love feels like the first one is because the first love in your life,

you entered blindly.

You didn't really know what you were getting into and you were not conscious about it.

So it never really feels the same afterwards.

That first love, that not knowing the process helped you, you gave all, you just gave

in, you didn't stop, you enjoyed the butterflies in the stomach.

But then it changed and you understood that the journey can't be controlled.

You don't know where it's going to end, you don't know if it's forever.

You kind of wish it was because that's ego talking.

Because you love something, ego comes in and kills it by possessing it, by trying to

control it.

And the thing about love is it's a journey, it's not a destination.

So we enter our first love blindly, like we arrived, you know, I'm here and we give

it all and we give in to the butterflies and we just float in the sensation of being in

love, falling in love, you just fall and enjoy the adrenaline.

Then that changes and it never feels the same when you meet new people.

But here's the thing, that story that I just told you, it's a story of the majority

of the people in the earth and it's because we're asleep.

But if you open your eyes inside of you, if you look closely into your heart, if you

become conscious about love and I don't want to say true love, open love, infinite love,

just love, that's love.

There's no close love.

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