I'm going to go ahead and start this podcast episode with a trigger warning.

Today, I unpack my experience of diving into the realities of the Epstein files.

And as I speak to you today about my experience as a woman, as a mother, as a young girl,

going back in time, there is a raging fire in my belly that I have a

hard time containing. And I have a feeling that fire is within you as well. So thank you so much

for being here with me. Let's hold hands and dive in.

All right, my people, hi everybody. How is everybody doing today?

How are we making it through all the horrors?

All the, all the shit.

How are we doing?

Like how legitimately all the way fully?

How are we okay? Sorry, if I'm in a little bit of a bummer vibe, maybe you are listening

to this, you just woke up, you're having a great day. We are all doing the best we can

navigating where we are and we're going to have hopeless days and hopeful days and days where we just kind of check out a little bit and we go and we are and we're going to have hopeless days and hopeful days and days where we just kind of

check out a little bit and we go into our bubble and then days where we immerse ourselves

in the horrors of the world and I'm having one of those days today. So I'm going to, let me paint

you a little word picture before we dive into the horrors of the

world. We are in the mountains right now. I recorded the bonus episode for Patreon two days ago.

If you want to listen to it, it's over there, just talking about our skiing experience so far

and Finn just having the most intense emotional meltdowns we have ever experienced ever in

our lives. And we had two consecutive days of that. Today was actually a very good day.

And he's been happy all day. We had like a day where you've been

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