We're not putting any of what we just said in.

This is where we're starting.

And this is the only place to start.

Even though we're not going to actually do it,

what's the worst thing you've ever done?

Oh, come on, man.

Get out of here, real.

I'm not doing this. I'm not doing this,. Get out of here. I'm not doing this.

I'm not doing this. No, no. I'm not doing it. I'm not doing it. Also, that's so hard. Like, I, I, I'm no saying, but I can't think of the worst. Like, when I think of the worst thing, I think of, like, horrible things. and I hopefully haven't done a horrible thing

to anybody.

I used to have, I'll say this.

I used of like horrible things and I hopefully haven't done a horrible thing.

I used to have, I'll say this.

I used to like have, you know, when you have like a dream that's like so vivid, you're like, did I do that?

Right.

So I would have like these dreams where like I've spent significant amounts of jail time and or avoided jail time for having

killed someone. Oh, interesting. Wow. And then and then I'll be like and then I'll live in for

maybe 30 minutes in the morning of like, is that my reality? Like have I done something like that?

And I'm trying to keep it and I'm trying to keep it hidden, you know?

And if I have, it's, that's my trauma.

Like, I've buried it.

I've buried it so deep that I have no knowledge or actual memory of it.

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