The Divorce Story Toni Collier Never Planned to Tell
The Deep End With Lecrae
Lecrae
4.8 • 602 Ratings
🗓️ 28 November 2025
⏱️ 69 minutes
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Summary
This one got real. Toni Collier came on The Deep End and opened up about her story in a way that honestly stunned me. We talked childhood trauma, addiction, abusive marriages, infidelity, church hurt, losing everything, rebuilding from nothing, and how Jesus met her in the ashes.
She let us into the parts most people hide… the parts she had to grieve her way through while still being a mom, still trying to follow Jesus, still trying to breathe. And what I love is that she didn't come here pretending. She came here healing.
If you've walked through betrayal, divorce, heartbreak, or just feel like you're carrying more than you can hold.
Toni's new book Don't Try This Alone is all about why we need people, and after this episode… you'll get why.
Lean in. There's real hope in here.
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| 0:00.0 | I did back for someone who cheated over and over and over again to stay with me because I would take the scraps over being lonely. |
| 0:09.4 | And that's on me. |
| 0:11.2 | Do we need to pause for me? |
| 0:12.2 | No. |
| 0:12.7 | You good? |
| 0:13.4 | Yeah. |
| 0:13.9 | I may be touching some sensitive areas. |
| 0:15.8 | I love it. |
| 0:16.2 | Let's get you. |
| 0:17.0 | Go deeper, go home. |
| 0:18.0 | Married to the pastor of a Hill song church. |
| 0:20.7 | What gave you the hope to even try it again the second time? |
| 0:23.5 | It wasn't hope. |
| 0:24.8 | It was desperation. |
| 0:27.2 | I don't even want to lie to you, Maine. |
| 0:29.5 | I made another man my savior. |
| 0:31.8 | And as much as I would not want to say this, |
| 0:34.3 | I first discovered the infidelity in our marriage in year two. |
| 0:38.3 | Yeah. |
| 0:38.6 | We were married for eight years before it all came out. |
| 0:41.5 | Two divorces, two baby daddies, two kids. |
| 0:45.7 | There's no way. |
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