When you're living in a world of not enough, right? We make her when you say I'm sacrificing something you make yourself a victim

I had to sleep in my car. I had to get have this. Well, that seems to be for me focusing on what we don't want. What's missing?

You know, why can't it just be I'm making an investment in myself by

this activity

Sleeping in it, you know, JK Rawlings would she make an investment in herself by staying on the street

writing getting

Could be easily perceived in that could be the meaning of it. Or oh my god, what sacrifice you made

Why is it a sacrifice if you're pursuing your potential?

You know what is it sacrificing? I mean

Not eating right people do that all the time

To not eat you know out for example

My wife does it all the time because she doesn't want to gain weight

He's she's investing in her in herself. So I

I even look at the losses I've had and I know this one was really hard for me to process

But I see the money that I lost right over a hundred million dollars as an investment

Right and it keeps paying back

If I didn't have that money if I didn't you know spending on what I spent it on

The mistakes that I made I wouldn't be able to make as much as I make today

I won't be able to help as many people. I won't be able to write the books. I

All of that was an investment where I see other people lose money far less than that and it's I'm a victim

You know this blame shame justification. I sacrifice all this for nothing

Did you did you really know you invested it into the the capabilities that you have to do more?

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