I'm at a point in my life for the first time now that I'm starting to have fun with women.

That may seem very confusing to you, especially if you have the impression that, well, I think he probably hangs around women and women are his friends and he enjoys women.

Yeah, that's all true. That's all true.

But all of those things are just kind of like part of what

you need to be a human. You need, you need validation, you need some social esteem and network,

yada, yada, yada. It was all kind of like have to, have to. And I did a big spiel before

anybody who came out to the live show, anybody, ha. I did a big spiel before anybody who came out to the live show. Do anybody

I did a big spiel on the live show before this about talking about how I now have way more

energy and how energy is coming from different places. And so for the first time in my life,

this year, 2019, first time in my life now,

I'm flirting with women. And when they flirt back, I get a thrill. Not a sexual thrill or like a, I don't know how else to put it.

It was always amusing.

It was always amusing.

It was always interesting.

Right?

It was always,

it'll pass the time if I float with a lady.

But it is like a school child.

For the first time in my life,'s fun now like i'll i'll say

something and i'll get nudes unrequested nudes in response to the thing i said and it's fun

and now for the first time of my life i'm not sitting there there and like sitting there, literally using energy, literally like using the energy that you would use to do chores or work or what have you.

Literally, for the first of my life, I'm not literally using energy to come up with a response to say, in the other hand, I'm just, I get the nude, the unsuspected nude, and I just respond like, damn, girl, and hit the scent. Hit the scent. Like, it was an unsuspected nude. What was she expecting? Nothing. Nothing. She got the drop on me. She's the bad guy when you think about it. When you really think about it, she's the villain in this story. So anything I do is just heroic.

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