When was it that I first called you the Delta flight attendant?

I think that was probably about six months ago.

Yeah. What do you think of that? I love metaphors and comparisons. I remember liking that a lot when I said,

Jasmine, you're a Delta flight attendant.

I mean, to me, it's perfect. And to explain that, it's what we call the person that I present

to the world. Because to see me out just walking on any normal day, you think, wow, she's really compassionate.

She works in, you know, animal rescue, and she's, she's kind and she's smart and she's caring

and she's, you know, all of these wonderful things.

When on the inside, I am so far from that person that I can't even justify how those two

people exist in me.

And so the Delta Fly Intendant persona, as we call it, that's a very accurate one and one that

you and I love to joke about because people really don't get it when

they see me. I don't present myself in a way that people would realize what, what is going on

inside and what I'm actually like. Yeah. And it sounds exhausting. I've brought this up before that

you have mastered the flight attendant persona smiles and helpful and there the exits.

But I've also challenged you on that, that that's just exhausting.

It is.

I think to put on this persona for the world of what you think people need and want you to be

versus the kind of churning awfulness and loathing that you often carry around

inside. It is exhausting. You know, and I do the same thing with my parents at home. I try my heart is not to

let them see any of this because I don't want to deal with it. And so I just go home and put on a

smile and ask them if they want,

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