At some point in your life grief is going to come for you.

Some of you are in it right now.

Some of you are passing through a season of grief and some can see it on the horizon.

And his grief is, men that I love died in battle. That's his grief. When grief comes, you've

got to process your grief, and you've got to process it with the Lord, and you've got to get through it to a place of being healthy

Otherwise what you're going to start doing is causing damage and harm to everyone including yourself

He's got a lot of grief. Do you understand that? I mean is our seasons where he just kind of broken-hearted and oftentimes the grief

is around loss. Here it's the loss of family and friends. He's seen men that he loves just get

killed by enemy combatants in a war situation. For some of you the grief is that you were in love and now you're divorced.

You started a company and then it went bankrupt.

You had a good friend and then they betrayed you.

You served in a ministry and then it failed you.

We've all got grief.

We've all got grief.

And when grief comes, this is our opportunity to either bring it to the Lord and get better or not bring it to the Lord and get bitter.

He doesn't bring it to the Lord to get better and he gets bitter.

And what you're seeing here is bitter vengeance from a man who is not

rightly processing his grief.

Now we already know that he's exhausted.

He's just done.

You're a human being, and there are going to be days

when you just hit the limits of your humanity. You just don't have any more emotional physical mental spiritual energy

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