The butterfly effect includes some sexually explicit material, and so it's not suitable for everyone.

I want to tell you something that a friend said when she heard I was making a series that sympathise about

porn. She said it has to be anti-porn. It has to be about how vulnerable girls are getting

learned into the business. When she said that, I remembered something that the porn star Connor

Beeb told me, soon after I began researching life in the valley, he said, I can find whatever

story I want to tell here. There are upbeat porn stories. There were bleak porn stories.

They're all here. The only limits would be my biases. And there is some bleakness here. It's true.

I've embedded myself with the porn director Mike Quazard these past months, and he feels it too.

When we first met about a year ago, you said that everybody in porn had a kind of a whisp of darkness

to them. Do you think that is true? Yeah. There's a lot of the girls have boyfriends that are just

creeps. We call them suitcase pants. There's been many of them over the years. They're literally just

some parasite that has a brainwashed young girl, usually much younger than them, who they just

carry the suitcase and then they spend the money at the end of the shoot. I've seen that a lot.

That's always sad because I feel like you're not really making your own smart decisions.

If you want to be in porn, be in porn, but don't be in porn because some scumbag that you think

you need in your life wants you to be in porn. Paracetic lifestyle, that's one of the items on

the psychopathic chest. There's a lot of psychopathic boyfriends in porn. Let me tell you. There's been

true psychopaths that are just like I can't even explain the psychology that goes on behind it,

because you can just see it. You can see it when they're talking to the girl. You're so happy.

Oh, you're so beautiful today. Oh, you're so in there. It's just feeding them and feeding the

ego and feeding their self-esteem. Meanwhile, he's going to spend all our money and probably punch

her on the weekend after he's smoked a bunch of meth. Who knows? That's not fun. I wish that

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