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I got in the water in the very early morning before the sun had risen, and the water was pitch black.

I started swimming, and I felt the water hollowing out around me and felt like something

really big was swimming below. I'm Phoebe Judge and this is love. A show about the

surprising things that love can make us do. More than 100 episodes, available now on This Is Love.

This episode contains language that may not be suitable for everyone.

Well, let's just jump right in, and let's just start with you introducing yourself.

Oh, God. And it's not a trick quite. It's like a very

simple, just what's your name? You just started off with the hardest question. This is Gavin Bain,

but for years, he went by another name. It all started in 1998 on his first day of college in Dundee, Scotland,

when he met another student named Billy Boyd.

I was running late.

I was skateboarding in, and I saw this guy standing outside the campus just nonchalantly.

I mean, I'm Russian. This probably sums up both of our

personalities. I'm Russian. I'm thinking, God, you've messed us up already, you know? And he's just

standing there. He's got like a bag of jeans on, hair cornrolled, a Hansen t-shirt.

I don't know why he's wearing that, but he's listened, he's just got his headphones on and I can

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