Hi there 20 20 podcast listeners this is Deborah Roberts co-anchor of

2020 it's time for our final installment of the Beauty Queen Killer, Nine Days of Terror. This is episode 3, Live to Tell. After he shot Beth Dodge, we were just driving towards Canada border and Wilder became different.

He put his arm on the middle console so that you're going, I'm going to take you to Boston

import and I'll let you go.

I didn't know why.

And I just looked at him and I'm just to myself like, okay, I'm not going to believe this because it could be a trick.

That couldn't even feel like a relief to you because you didn't believe?

No, there was no feeling of anything.

Everything was numb, stifled, and petrified.

And he meant he could change his mind. The next thing I know I'm at the airport.

The next thing I know don't remember the airport.

We walked up to the I don't remember the airport.

We walked up to the counter, still not looking at anybody,

just keeping my focus on him.

Give me your ID, you pay for the ticket. These all here's some money.

You're going to need this, take this $1,000 for whatever you need.

And then he just said goodbye, that's it,

does buy, and he left and turned around and walked away. I was still afraid he's going to come back and get me always looking over my shoulder like where is he at.

Being that I like where is he at?

Being that I was still in the mindset of being controlled, I was lost.

What do I need to do?

So I just sat there waiting, staring on. what do I need to do?

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