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Other People’s Lives

The Anonymous Hotline - Episode 13

Other People’s Lives

Santagato Studios

Comedy, Society & Culture

4.83.5K Ratings

🗓️ 22 January 2023

⏱️ 12 minutes

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Summary

If you’d like to share your story, call The Anonymous Hotline at 530-362-8918 and leave a voicemail. Resources and hotlines: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (800) 273-8255 Crisis Text Line Text 741741 National Sexual Assault Hotline (800) 656-4673 National Domestic Violence Hotline (800) 799-7233 Substance Abuse & Mental Health Services Administration National Helpline (800) 622-4357 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Transcript

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0:00.0

We set up an anonymous hotline so that strangers could share their secrets and confessions. These are some of the calls we received.

0:14.0

So, I'm 23 years old. I'm turning 24 on December 24.

0:20.0

I feel like I'm lost in life and I'm never going to amount to anything living with my abuse of that.

0:32.0

I ran away at 19. I came back to take care of my dying grandmother and I'm not in school.

0:40.0

I wish I could go back to school but I just don't feel the motivation to get up and do anything because of depression and I'm also a borderline.

0:51.0

My fiancé, he just up and left me a month ago and I've been in a whole basically.

1:01.0

I'm just not going to get in job and I'm not in so difficult trying to find employment because it's like, oh, you don't have a job degree.

1:09.0

But I have great experience and good work ethic that makes me amazing employee and I have great leadership but I just, I don't know.

1:21.0

I'm just that, I guess. I don't know who I am and I'm lost. I'm just that. I feel like I have no one.

1:29.0

And my friends, they disappeared and I just don't know when God is going to help me. Every day, he feels like I'm going to die.

1:41.0

I think I don't want to die but I don't want to live like this. You know?

1:45.0

I got really close to cheating on my partner about a year or so ago and I've never told anybody.

1:59.0

There was a salesperson outside of a Walmart and we started chatting and I took their number and ended up sending some things that I would consider cheating.

2:24.0

I got as close to almost actually physically cheating as far as meeting up with them. And as you're driving in separate cars to the destination, I flipped the U-turn illegally and just sped up because I couldn't handle it and I knew that if I went through with it, I wouldn't be able to live with it.

2:54.0

I was just like this with myself. I've never told my partner but they cheated on me in the past. So in my head, it's somewhat justified but I know that if they, if the same thing, I would be seven on heartbeat if I found out.

3:14.0

So I don't say anything but I don't think I could ever go through with actually physically cheating. But sometimes I just get really lonely even being with somebody else that attention or desire from somebody else feels really good.

3:38.0

And I wish it didn't.

3:44.0

My mom is an alcoholic. She's sober now. I have a lot of anxiety that stems from that and that anxiety has kind of caused me to have an eating disorder.

4:02.0

And outwardly, I have forgiven her for a lot of that stuff. But I'm not entirely sure that I have or ever will fully let go of it. And I wish I could.

4:22.0

Hey, Joey. My name is Alyssa and my secret is our confession, I guess, is I am married to a registered sex offender and we got kicked out of our apartment last year and divided his record and then knowing.

4:48.0

And now we've been living in hotels for six plus months now. I truly believe he's been wrong, fully convicted in the state of Arizona.

5:03.0

And I can go and we can go into that about that if we ever have a chance to be on other people's lives.

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