If I was in a professional bodybuilder, if I had not

continued with my professional bodybuilding career at that

point, that critical point where I went to night of

champions, I would never take steroids after.

I would have stopped.

And also there's a psychological side to it.

A psychological addiction, perhaps to steroids,

it would make me more than psychological,

maybe it's slightly physical as well.

But a lot of people get into this sport because of

insecurity, so they don't feel good.

And then they want to build up and to feel stronger,

to feel more powerful.

And steroids will allow you to take that to the next level.

So if your whole importance of self is built up in

how big and muscular they are, you're never going to

want to stop taking those steroids.

Because you're going to lose that when you can't keep

that level of development when you stop taking those hormones.

You will come down to a degree.

And there's going to be a crash, there's going to be a

physical crash, there's going to be a mental crash.

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