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I'm not using my real name here, or my friend's names, because I honestly don't want this followed back to us.

I'm only even typing this out because I can't sleep, and it's been almost a year, and

it still feels like something is watching my bedroom window when the house goes quiet.

What happened on that fishing trip rewired how I think about woods, about silence, about voices.

I used to love all of that. I don't anymore.

There were four of us on that trip. Me, my younger

brother Ben, and our friends Kyle and Mateo. We're all late 20s, grew up in the same smallish town

that's a kind of nowhere between real mountains and flat farmland. You drive a few hours west,

and you're a national forest, real tree-choked hills and old

logging roads where you can go a whole day without seeing another human if you pick the right

direction.

We were that group of friends, fishing buddies once a month, camping a few times every summer,

always promising we'd do a proper long trip and then

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