Hey, home girls, welcome to another episode of the Girl Just Hill podcast.

I'm your favorite home girl, Nemoia Bayes there.

And, Chad, listen.

So how are y'all doing?

I pray that you are doing well, healing well, feeling well, all of those good things.

So we are going to dive into this episode, but I do want to give this introduction to this episode.

So we have a home girl named Jazzy who she left us a review, but she also requested an episode.

And so let me just read you what Jazzy wrote.

Jazzy said, hey, Nimoya, let me start by saying that I absolutely love your podcast.

Your words comfort my soul and bring so much healing to my life. Can you please do

a podcast episode on how to surrender to God when you're broken and don't feel strong enough to do so?

Thank you so much for all that you do. I love you, Homegirl. So Jazzy, if you're listening to this home girl i love you as well and i pray

that this episode blesses you thank you so much for this amazing review and for even requesting

this episode and if you are home girl who is listening and you would like to request an episode

please please please do so i try to do request the episodes as often as I

can. And this episode is actually one that it brought up a lot for me. So let me just say this

and then we're going to get into the episode. But the episode that you're about to hear,

it actually wasn't a podcast episode. It was just a video that I put out

on my YouTube channel a couple of months ago while I was still in the thick of navigating

losing my son Noah. So if you've been here for a while, then you know the story of me losing

Noah last year. And this year, just recently, I lost another son who we named Noel. And so even looking

at this video and just listening to this and the words that I was speaking in this video,

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