Good morning, Sodomites. It's me, your host, Zach Noey Towers. And this is a podcast about sex.

Oh, and isn't it great. Woo. Um, I'm going to just say out up front. This might be a chaotic intro.

Um, I've been inundated with a lot of work outside of the pod,

which I'm so happy, so blessed, so grateful. But I just didn't get enough time to prepare

for this as much as I should. I'm also still balls deep in my Zoloft journey. And it is great.

I feel like my whole life has turned into a Zoloft commercial.

Like, I'm not afraid to call my dad. Thanks, Zoloft. I'm not afraid to hit on that hot guy at Target.

Thanks, Zoloft. But it has also absolutely shattered my focus. And not going to lie, it's really knocked my libido down,

which might be a good thing. But truly, and my sex drive's always ebbed and flowed. I've always

experienced ebb and flow with my sex drive. I maybe I like to think

most people do. Um, so I'm waiting to see if this is just a natural dip and the SSRI is just

kind of making the dip more intense. And by more intense, I mean less intense. I truly don't really feel

any connection to my my dick right now. Like my my my junk feels purely decorative in the

moment. Like I look down, I'm like, oh, hey, I forgot about you. How you doing, little guy?

And by little guy, I mean average plus guy. Um, yeah. So, uh, but in the meantime, I've been

working hard on other things. I've been, uh, nurturing this pod as much as I possibly can.

If you've rated it and reviewed it,

thank you so much. I love you. One of you loyal listeners recently wrote in to say I

apologize too much on the pod. And to that person, I say, I'm so sorry. Just kidding. Fuck you. I probably do apologize too much. I am absolutely that person. I think I

started at a young age. I apologize for everything. I think it was like a technique of sorts to make

people maybe not feel bad for me. But I know it's some sort of coping mechanism. Still to this day,

if someone like bumps into me on the street, I often say sorry or if like, it's just interesting.

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