This is Scott, and you're listening to What Was That Like?

Every other Friday, I have a guest come on and talk about something they experienced that was extremely unusual.

Well, today's Friday, and we're in between new episodes, so I want to tell you a story.

And this story comes with a content warning for discussion of suicide.

On a summer day in 2005 at 7.30 a.m., a doorbell was ringing in Florissant, Missouri.

For Linda Johnson, seeing a lone soldier standing on her porch through the window was a gut punch.

She went to find her husband John in order that they might face the news together.

It's a scene that has played out across America for generations, but for the Johnsons, the news delivered that morning was only the beginning of their nightmare.

The soldier on the porch told them that their 19-year-old daughter, Army Private First Class Levina Johnson, was dead.

The official word from the Army was that Levina had died of a self-inflicted non-combat injury.

They claimed she had taken her own M-16 rifle into a contractor's tent on the base in

Ballad Iraq, placed the barrel in her mouth, and pulled the trigger.

To the Army Criminal Investigation Command, it was an open and shut case of a heartbroken young woman pushed to the brink.

But to John and Linda Johnson, the story didn't just feel wrong.

It felt like an impossibility.

Right, home from work, walk the dog, kids are back. Mom!

Up the stairs for something.

Ugh.

Back down, no idea what I went up for.

Mom, what's for dinner?

Chop, sizzle, done.

Hello Fresh can't slow life down,

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