This is the 911 calls podcast with the operator and his trusty junior assistant, Mr.

Luva.

You used to be the good guy. I used to help people.

I know.

Now I'm a f***ing murderer. I just still do people.

Hey, uh, hey, Luna.

Hey.

Hey, can you, um, can you ever recall ever having an experience in your life?

Where you were so angry or emotionally wound up that you don't remember like what you did or like you were just in like an uncontrollable state of some sort?

Uh, no, I've heard this happen to a lot of other people. I've definitely been super angry and said things I didn't want to say that's kind of flued in me in the moment.

But I've never had a situation where looking back, I didn't remember what I'd done. I mean, I don't remember the reason why I was so angry maybe.

But no, not a complete blackout. Actually, I was working on this on an episode of dark topic about blackouts and something I read was interesting on it where, um, some people will get so hyped up that their brain doesn't bother with short-term memory and it just doesn't get processed into long term.

They're like over, over the emotionally charged in a rage state say, um, and also there was another where I was diving pretty deep into which I think is pretty on point where some of these people who claimed to have gone into a blackout state or into a rage into seeing red say, um, they just have a lack of impulse control and they're

not bothering to check themselves. They just go full out into it and then you have people who maybe use it as an excuse and say, hey, I just don't remember. I don't remember what I did. It's such a horrible thing that I did. I don't remember.

But not not for me personally. I like to be a cannibal. Yeah, I like to think about being a cannibal too, but I just don't think I could eat a man.

Hmm. You look like a can of bowl.

Bump bump. That was good. Good one.

I can't really think of a time where I was that close. I had a friend who was driving in this car and the guy in front of him kept like

break checking him and just was being a real jerk, you know, one of those very entitled on the road.

And I don't know if the guy in front, he obviously didn't know who he was doing this to because my friend is a mountain.

And they get to a red light and my friend gets out of his car and goes up to that car, reaches through the window, grabs the guy by the shirt and just pulls him out of the window

and is holding him outside the window and just looking at him. And then he's like kind of realized he's like, what am I doing?

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