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You know, something we don't talk about on Lightworkers Lounge is pregnancy, fertility, conception, birth. I love those topics. They fascinate me.

I have a stellium in the sixth house, so health and women's topics are a big part of my life this lifetime.

But we don't talk about it. And quite frankly, it's because this show is based off of real life stories

things that I've lived through things that my guests have gone through and that's one thing

I haven't traveled down yet but what you guys don't know because my Scorpio Stelium

I have an eighth house stillium Keeps my cards close to my chest

with some things. And I have tried to get pregnant before. A lot of you guys know that I was

previously married in my 20s. And my then husband and I, after being married for about four years decided let's have a baby

let's try and have a baby we weren't financially stable as much as we wanted to be like we didn't

have a home we weren't really that stable in our careers, but it just felt right.

And, you know, we had given our children a boy and a girl, we picked out names. We intuitively knew

that our first would be a boy. So we had his whole first, middle, and last name

picked out. We didn't really talk about him like he was there, but we had the name picked out.

We also had a girl's name picked out, but boy just felt so heavy. It resonated much more.

It was a spiritual thing. We would look at kids and say,

I bet that's what they're going to look like. Stuff like that. And yeah, sorry for the long pauses here.

I'm just racking my memory, going back in time and remembering this. It feels like another lifetime ago. And, you know,

I hope my ex-husband doesn't mind me sharing this. And, you know, a lot of people ask me,

like, Steph, what's your ex-husband thing? You share so much of your past relationship. And he has a platform. I mean, he doesn't right now, I don't think, but he has every right to create a

platform, and I wish he would share his side of the story. But that's his journey, not mine. And this is

my side of the story. So we had tried to get pregnant for eight months.

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