You're listening to an Airwave Media podcast.

You seriously want to buy and paint your leg?

I'm thinking, you know?

You know what I don't like about?

It's not really pink.

I know it's pink, but it's not a pink that I feel pinking.

Suzanne Vars, literally.

To forward.

You would like travel around the world with her troop of club kids, DJs, and throw parties and get paid for it.

I'm drawn to people that make statements with their locks.

You can be like that, but no swimming.

Suzanne Barst was the one who championed me and said,

you have got a future, you are something special.

More than any other time in my life, that's when I needed to hear that.

Suzanne Barish has been dubbed New York's Queen of the Night.

Her occupation?

Well, she puts on parties, but they're more like full-scale theatrical assault.

She encourages people to say, what are you? Express it? What are you today? Express that.

Where's the line? I don't think Suzanne ever anticipated being like a wife, being a mother.

When Suzanne gets dressed up, she's not my mother, really.

She's sort of a character that she plays.

You know, I didn't want a broken family because, you know, in the end,

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