Coming up on Happy Mom, Happy Baby.

From being 18, 19, you plan your life.

And I think this is where we go wrong because I plan my life.

And I thought, by the time I'm 26, I'm going to have kids, I'm going to be married,

I'm going to have a house, and my life's going to be sorted.

So when that doesn't happen and you end up getting in your 30s, that

pressure is still there that you didn't accomplish that. I was absolutely sending myself insane.

The emotional wreck I was in probably the first year of trying, when I look back now, it was

hard. The strain had probably put on me and Jordan was not the best.

A lot of people say, when you get pregnancy announcements around you

and you're struggling, how do you deal with that?

And I'll be honest, the first year I didn't.

Really?

Seeing people come out with pregnancy announcements.

I cried every single time.

Even with friends in the first year, I cried and I cried and I was like, why not me?

Today's episode is brought to you by H&M and their new kids collection.

And honestly, this one couldn't be more spot on for our house right now.

I don't know about you, but the moment the seasons shift, I suddenly realise that none of the boys' clothes fit anymore.

One has had a growth spot and basically his trousers have turned into shorts. Another has worn so many holes into his trousers, into his favourite jumps, into everything, thanks to his love of the scooter. And the youngest, well, he just basically gathers the chaos that's left over from the other two. And that is why I've genuinely loved checking out H&M's new kids collection.

It's all about new season, new moves.

And trust me, this collection is spot on fresh and relevant enough

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