Hi, my name is John Kim. I'm a therapist who went through his own

rebirth many years ago and I've been documenting my journey ever since sharing my life

lessons and revelations. I believe in casual over clinical with you instead of at you. I come unrehearsed on purpose

because self-help doesn't have to be so complicated.

You know what I haven't done in a long time of just sitting here

put the baby down by myself

Vanessa's out and it's been a long day and I was going to do podcasting for my premium channel that I have to do or I was going to do some things that

under the umbrella of work right and I thought to myself you know what I haven't done in a long time?

I haven't posted something that like scares me, right?

Yes, I tanned my taint and took a picture of that and I've done some other things that people may consider inappropriate. I don't know.

And some of that is just kind of shits and giggles, but I haven't really in a long time shown myself or just you know that saying dance like no's Watching? I haven't really talked like no one's listening.

I used to do this all the time when I was on Tumblr via words and

you know I do this full time so I'm posting products I'm posting

videos where I'm answering questions.

You can get into a routine where content feels very safe and it just becomes things that you have to get done.

It's work, and so I'm here tonight to just do

something that kind of

my clothes off.

I'm not gonna lay on my back

and do anything crazy anything ridiculous.

I'm gonna start with my first memory ever. What about that? My first memory ever was about three, about my daughter's age, and it was, I was in Korea and I remember had a pee and I was trying to wake up my brother and he wouldn't come with me like he brushed me off right which was kind of

foreshadowing because that's how our relationship was during my adolescent teenage years

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