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Press how you doing? I am awful awful. Yeah, I got some news

moments before we

Started to record the podcast and it feels like a death to me to the point where I haven't fully processed it and

My brain is racing, but I am a professional and I'm gonna give you all 110 percent

What was the news? I'm trying to learn from my past and there are some things that should not be broadcast to the world even though I really want to

Will you text me so I could know it's something professional I could tell you now if it's not too difficult for you to cut it out of the show

No, wait, okay, I like the feeling of knowing something's up. Okay, we'll be able to gauge you the whole show with this

Knowledge I'll just tell you I really want to tell you just cut it out of the show

Okay, quickly tell me oh man

It's just awful, but now you know like I can't even function right now. I am blessed. I'm still blessed

I've got my book coming out in a month and a half and I'm healthy and things are good even though they're not perfect

This is life life is a constant

Punching you down and then you got to get back up and sometimes you got to fucking punch back or kick back

Yeah, or fucking get a bat and break some shit

How are you by the way a lot of our listeners are concerned for you one one listeners concerned for me and we know who she is

Not one more than one one no a bunch

I've never received one call of any listener that's concerned for me

Well, they've been DMing me and tweeting me without tagging you I could send you this I could take the screen grabs

What is this mute me from our listenership?

There's nothing wrong with me. I am absolutely great as a matter of fact

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