Before we get into this episode, I want to let you know that our fellow radio topia show,

Adultish, is back with their new ninth season. Adultish is the award-winning advice,

culture and storytelling podcasts put together by and for young adults. The season will feature

stories and insights about cannabis, self-love shams, the joy of drag, and holding grudges.

You might even hear my sister and I telling our personal experience with sister grudges. So

look out for that. The show is produced by wire media and hosted by Dom French and Nide's

Turner. Look out for new episodes of Adultish by wire media and radio topia every Thursday starting

April 20th. From CBC podcasts, radio topia and mermaid palace, welcome to the heart.

I'm Caitlin Prest and this is Sisters. A five episode series about the trials and tribulations

of loving someone you've known since you were born. The series is serialized. This is the fourth

episode. If you haven't listened to the other three, go back to the chapter one episode now.

The last episode ended on a bit of a cliffhanger. Oh my gosh. Does Caitlin have BPD?

This is episode four. What's wrong, a sword?

Does Caitlin have BPD?

Natalie will indeed confront me about this. But before that, we go back in time

to before I hired Natalie.

I'm driving on a highway that is way too high above the ground.

There's a huge body of water.

I can't take my foot off the gas. My foot is stuck.

This is a recurring dream that I would have all the time and the years leading up to the moment

that I hired Natalie. I came to believe that the dream represented the way that I felt

living my life. It was like a signal that my subconscious was trying to send. But there was something

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