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🗓️ 5 August 2025
⏱️ 77 minutes
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0:00.0 | My daily drug regimen was heroin, methamphetamine, ketamine, mushrooms, LSD. |
0:05.0 | My body collapsed and I could see myself outside of myself. |
0:09.0 | That's the out-of-body experience, which is a hallmark of an NDE. |
0:12.0 | It's so dark and I just remember thinking, I must be dead. |
0:16.0 | And I started to hear my dad's voice chanting to me, |
0:19.0 | You are worthy of all the love in the universe. |
0:21.6 | My parents were both drug addicts and they committed suicide together. |
0:25.6 | I started to experience their suicide. |
0:27.6 | But from their perspective, that's when I landed in the light of the near-death experience. |
0:32.6 | Wow. |
0:33.6 | I find myself on what feels like the deck of a spaceship. |
0:36.6 | There's thousands of other souls all around me. |
0:40.0 | My soul came online and activated for the first time ever. |
0:43.7 | I saw the fabric of creation. |
0:45.8 | My soul planned my life before I got here, planned out all these big plot points that were |
0:50.4 | going to happen. |
0:51.4 | Addiction, recovery, spiritual awakening. |
0:53.7 | I saw all the women that I harmed. |
0:55.0 | I would manipulate women. I'd get them strung out on drugs, their faces, the pain, the agony. |
1:00.0 | I was really witnessing the kind of person that I was. And of course, I feel guilt and remorse for what I've done. |
1:06.0 | But guilt taps me on the shoulder and says, okay, make it right. If I was awoken, I know that something |
1:11.6 | is happening on a big, large scale. Everybody has access to their guides and angels. Okay, |
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