Hello everybody. Welcome to another episode of Christ with Coffee on Ice. I am your host,

Aliost. It is a joy and honor to be here with you guys. If you are physically watching,

you can see that our setup is a little bit more cash. We're sitting in my bedroom right now.

We don't have our big fancy studio today. And for that reason was that, well, I was on a lot

of vacations. Like, I was traveling a lot. And so with that, I didn't have a ton of time to record

in the pod studio. So today we're in the bedroom. And you know what? That's fine with me.

Actually, I think it's a little bit more like low pressure, especially for me. We have our coffee on ice. Can you hear it? I made it from home and it's not that bad. And we also have our Christ. Thank you God. I need Jesus, guys, like all the time. I don't know how you guys feel about him, but like I need him all the time. I need him to breathe air. I need him to live. But, um, yeah, guys, it is what it is. Okay, I'm just a girl and I'm trying my best and I'm a girl and I just, I'm just, you know, I'm just a girl. Okay, I have to tell you guys something funny. So me and my friend Christina, we have this bit that we do where we talk

like Courtney Kardashian, which I love her. Actually, I hope one day I get to meet her. I love all. I love

her. And it's our favorite bit ever. Granted, we definitely are super dramatic, okay, about this. But

we will just, for probably way too long, we'll go on and on in this bit of like talking like Courtney Kay and we'll be like, yeah, no, like for real. It's like taken, I don't know, maybe weeks for me to actually sit down and just record for the podcast. And we'll just go like that. It's just it's a bit and it's kind of dumb. Why did I bring that up? Oh, because I almost did it right now. And I needed to let you guys in on that before you were like, whoa, Al, where did that come from? But yeah, so I'm just a girl and I'm on this spinning rock called Earth and I'm trying my best. And I show up the best I can just being a girl on a spinning rock called Earth and and I just need Jesus. I just need him,

and then occasionally also a cup of coffee. Ah, you know? And I just appreciate you guys for loving me

regardless and giving me grace, because this episode is giving Homegirl is starting a podcast in her

bedroom. And you know, that's what's happening here. But if you're listening audibly, it doesn't

really matter, I guess. Anyway, where am I? What's going on? Hey, what's the's happening here. But if you're listening audibly, it doesn't really matter, I guess.

Anyway, where am I? What's going on?

Hey, what's the point of this episode, Allie? I don't know yet. Hey, one thing I know for sure, though, is that I love y'all. Hey, I love you guys. And I want to tell you, too, that, like, this is me being a human being. But when I'm a human being, sometimes I doubt.

Sometimes I doubt whether I'm good at what I do.

Sometimes I doubt if I'm even doing the right thing.

Sometimes I doubt if I'm good at what I do.

Sometimes I doubt if I'm even doing the right thing.

Sometimes I doubt,

sometimes I doubt, fill in the freaking blank.

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