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🗓️ 14 January 2025
⏱️ 78 minutes
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0:00.0 | What if everything you've been taught about God was just shaped by someone else's agenda? |
0:07.3 | And I don't mean in some conspiracy theory kind of way, although I too love a good conspiracy theory, |
0:13.1 | but in the most human way possible, through the lens of their own fears, their own time period, |
0:19.4 | their own need for control. I grew up really |
0:22.7 | religious and I spent years feeling like the bad Christian among my church friends. Even though |
0:29.4 | no one actually said it, I was just so aware of my thoughts and my questions, my sins, secretly |
0:36.4 | building up this whole case against myself for why I wasn't good enough. |
0:40.3 | I remember spotting inconsistencies in the Bible stories, especially in the different ways that God was portrayed. |
0:47.3 | But whenever I'd bring up these questions, I'd just get answers like, |
0:51.3 | well, the Lord works in mysterious ways, or you just need to have faith. |
0:57.1 | And instead of those answers actually giving me any peace, they just made me feel worse. |
1:01.9 | Like maybe I was the problem. |
1:04.5 | And the crazy thing is, these questions that I was so ashamed of are the same ones that great spiritual teachers |
1:12.4 | throughout history have asked. |
1:14.4 | But when you're in it, when you're trying so hard to fit into this mold to belong in |
1:19.9 | this ideology or belief system, it's really hard to see that. |
1:25.2 | And I know this might feel uncomfortable. |
1:27.3 | Maybe you're even shifting in your |
1:28.4 | seat right now, especially if you have a little bit of that religious trauma. But that tension |
1:34.4 | is really just this balance between curiosity and fear. It's this weird push-pull of energy. |
1:43.5 | And really any cognitive dissonance is that exactly. It's this weird push-pull of energy. And really any cognitive dissonance is that exactly. |
1:47.0 | It's conflicting energies. |
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