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Hi Pussies, welcome back to Therapus.

Tonight for our intro we have Tassity.

To be talking about our dark days. I am enjoying myself here. You just said you had to get back to LA. Okay. Well, I'm enjoying myself here. Well, I'm enjoying having you here. Do you want to go home to LA? When Jake leaves me, it becomes really dark. Like, very dark. You leave the apartment? No. The day after we take leaves my whole day is spent in the

apartment it's a really dark place what do you do in the apartment when you're alone i rot i like to rot

and marinate in my bed what do you think about i don't really have like thoughts anymore because my

overthinking kind of stopped after i started taking lexipro i think that's helped's helped you? I think it's helped me a lot. I actually do. Oh, wow. Good for you, Cass. My overthinking is like really dark. It's a really scary place. Like, give me an example. What do you mean? Like, I can't explain it. I have no thoughts in my head anymore. I already don't have thoughts in my head. But like, you know what I mean? What have you talked to your psychiatrist about how much you want to? No, so I had a few meetings. I was supposed to meet with him like last month and I ghosted him. I'm also ghosting my therapist still right now, but we're going to get back into it soon. Mm-hmm. How is your therapist? She's got it. When's the last time you saw her? Saw her two weeks ago. What'd you guys talk about? Trauma. Mm-hmm. I had a few dark months. I didn't recognize myself in that era. A few different hair colors. Jake just admitted to me that when I dyed my hair brunette, it was really bad.

But in the moment, I didn't think so.

You told me it was what... Thank you! The brunette era was a moment. Give me that.

Yeah.

Yeah, but like now you're saying you hated it.

Well, okay.

It was blonde and then it was pink. I'm going back pink in two weeks.

I liked the pink. The pink is everything. What else? So this is on Netflix. Oh my God. Okay. So we need to,

we need to talk about more normal things. Okay. What's something that you did this weekend that brought

you joy? I stayed in last night. That actually brought me a lot of joy. I think I needed that. You excited for your show today? Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. So Jake banned me from seeing his Broadway shows. I don't know why, but I think it's because the last two times I was there, I was front row. And every single time he would look at me, I would

actually just lose my shit. And he was holding in his laughter on stage so hard that I felt

so bad because he almost broke. I almost, I almost made you laugh 15 times last time I was there.

And the time before, I went with Alice and it was probably Jake's worst nightmare.

What do you think of what do you think about when you're alone? When I'm alone, it can get

it can get dark like what do you mean? Like my thoughts I'm just thinking about like what you would

think about day to day. What do you think about when you're alone? I think about losing everybody in my life.

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