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Then Jesus full of and controlled by the Holy Spirit.

See the only way that you can handle a wilderness fight with the devil is if you're

full of and controlled by the Holy Spirit. I'm Joyce Meyer and I believe that God can

heal you everywhere you hurt.

Hello everyone, we are so glad that you have joined us here on enjoying everyday life. Today I have a

question who is the Holy Spirit to you? Well Joyce answers that important question

and so much more coming up. First we want to share

one woman's need for help and guidance in her own life. That's what the Holy

Spirit is all about. Meet Claire. I took an opportunity that wasn't a very good opportunity to make money, which basically was a criminal act. I got busted and it caused me to get sentenced to four years in a women's

federal prison camp. I wanted to die.

Now I was embarrassed. I let my kids down.

There's nothing fun about having your kids come and visit you in prison and then especially when they're

thinking the worst will happen and then when it's time to leave you see them go one way

and you're going the other way.

And it was at that moment that I became so overwhelmed in a way that I've never experienced before.

And I immediately went to my room, grabbed shower gear, grab medicine, grab my razor blade.

And I went into the shower because that's one of the places

that you can go and be private with your feelings and your emotions.

And in there I was having the worst panic attack of my life. I couldn't breathe. I had a horrible headache and I was going to kill myself in in that shower and because there's no way in the world that I could

continue I broke my children's heart I let them down that was something I

didn't want to do to them because that's what's been done to me. In that shower I was like I'm going to die and I want to die. And so it wasn't until I almost got ready to take the pills and remove the razor from the razor

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