I feel like a part of me split at that point. Like a part of me went on to continue like this pregnancy and I met our daughter alive and healthy. And then this other part of me is like living in reality where I'm not pregnant and I'm not going to meet our baby. When we're dating, we need to be extremely picky about who we choose to marry. Is this a problem that I'm willing to put up with for the rest of my life in marriage? Tandy my face single-handedly got me through my first three months of postpartum.

Now listen, I did have allergic reactions. that I'm willing to put up with for the rest of my life in marriage. Tandy my face, single-handling got me through my first three months of postpartum.

Now listen, I did have allergic reactions. Everything comes with the cost.

I'm willing to have hives on my neck to feel alive.

This could be my new hobby.

Honestly, it's perfect for me.

I was wondering what your advice is, like a little onion train. I was wondering what your advice is on feeling like you're being judged on your parenting.

Welcome back to Always Here. I'm your host Abby Howard and I'm Abby Howard. Hey. How you doing? Good. How are you doing? I'm good. I'm good. I feel like someone just sent me through a washing machine and wrung me out and blow dry me like a dog. Because you went to the gym. Went to the gym gym and showered, blue, my hair, curled it so fast.

I'm like, oh. You came down with perfect ringlets. I'm like, how in the heck did she have time for that? You needed to shake it out. They're beautiful. Thank you. But you're stressed. No, I just feel like a poodle that just went through something crazy. No, I feel good. sore but I'm happy it's a good kind of sore.

Oh, good.

I have this, like, random meniscus issue. I don't know if it's that. I'm diagnosing myself with that. So I can't go to the gym this week. Talk to Matt. You know he tore his meniscus. Yeah, I think Caleb's got issues too. So they'll be our doctors. That's all I need. That's all I need.

What's wrong here?

Right.

We are here to share the hope and the hard with heart and humor.

That's right.

Yes. are doctors. That's all I need. What's wrong here? Right. We are here to share the hope and the

hard with heart and humor. That's right. Yes. And we have actually an exciting announcement to start

with. So something really fun and hopeful. Yes, we are doing a book club. Oh, baby. Yes. I mean,

you know me. This is really exciting for me me i'm thrilled about it um so we're just

going to kind of figure this out as a community together navigate what this is going to look like

but we'll put a link to it down in the description um okay so it's starting in february

february's book is my husband's wife right Right. None of y'all have read it.

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