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I'm Nora Mcnerney and this is terrible thanks for asking.

As a child, I was filled with dread. I would lay awake at sleep overs thinking about the fact that

everyone I loved would one day die. And now, not surprisingly, I have children who are also

like that. Today's guest Vanessa knows better than anyone what it means to be a sad and anxious kid.

I was definitely depressed. I must have been depressed my whole life, but my earliest memories

are age five-ish. And I was anxious and felt like an outsider all of the time, especially at school.

I distinctly remember the first time I ever got homework being like, oh, this is the beginning of

the end. Like, I'm going to do this homework assignment. And then I'll turn it in and tomorrow,

I'll get more homework. Like, I had a real sense of futility at the age of five. I was very excited

for my birthday one year. I got beautiful paper and colored pencils. And the first thing I drew

was like a literal self-portrait of my own misery and then got so mad at myself. I was like,

it's your birthday and you got a great present. Like, why can't you be happy? Like, I wrote Vanessa

birthday age seven and drew it and could not draw myself smiling. It felt dishonest to draw

myself smiling and it felt very important to like have an honest record.

The sadness wasn't just an internal thing that little Vanessa kept to herself.

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