Secrets 4 – Who Was My Mom?
Radiotopia Presents: We're Doing the Wiz
Radiotopia
4.3 • 1K Ratings
🗓️ 2 February 2018
⏱️ 36 minutes
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Summary
Secrets is a show about the secrets we all carry inside of us. How is it to be the one kept in the dark?
When Mohamed’s mom was left alone with her six children, she worked herself to death and eventually collapsed at home with a heart attack. Mohamed was 12 years old. Now, 25 years later, there is no one to answer the questions he would like to ask: How much did she know about Maria, the secret sister? How much did his father lie to her?
Also in episode four: Andrea Hunter and her boyfriend had two children together. Turns out he was also living a completely separate life in London – a life that she knew nothing about.
Secrets is produced and hosted by Mohamed El Abed and Martin Johnson, with additional reporting by Åsa Secher, from the Swedish production company, Soundtelling. Executive producer is Julie Shapiro. Artwork is by Sepidar Hosseini, and music is by Min stora sorg.
Secrets is a production of Showcase, from PRX’s Radiotopia. Find out more and listen to the previous series, Ways of Hearing and The Polybius Conspiracy, at radiotopia.fm/showcase.
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| 0:00.0 | You're listening to Radiotopia Presents from PRX's Radiotopia. |
| 0:08.3 | We all have them. Secrets. Small little precious boxes of memories of something that can't be shared. |
| 0:16.6 | Because if you do, then they would cease to exist as a secret and turn into something else. |
| 0:23.7 | I had to read it about three times and then the impact hit me. |
| 0:31.4 | This is a show about those secrets. |
| 0:33.4 | At some point, after the first days of shock, I start to feel like I'm in a movie. |
| 0:40.1 | Feels... it's so absurd. |
| 0:43.5 | Brought to you by Showcase. |
| 0:45.4 | And we were waiting in the living room. |
| 0:48.7 | From PRX's Radiotopia. |
| 0:51.1 | And I remember you getting up and just saying, no, that's not true. My mom's not dead. |
| 1:00.4 | In six episodes, we follow Muhammad parents in their footsteps all the way back to Morocco. |
| 1:08.1 | The wife, the new wife in the family, she got the information that we weren't alive anymore. |
| 1:16.6 | Probably was a shock for her too. |
| 1:18.6 | Because somewhere deep in the memories, we find the consequences of the life choice taken by his parents that has shaped the last 25 years. |
| 1:36.3 | This is the only video of my mother Fadma that I know about. It's from July |
| 1:43.3 | 1984. My mom is standing there at the birthday party surrounding but six children. |
| 1:52.0 | I have a white skirt. The skirt my mom put on me for special occasions. |
| 1:58.0 | I'm four years old. It feels strange looking at this video, |
| 2:03.6 | someone is supposed to be close to you, |
| 2:05.6 | but at the same time feels so far away. |
| 2:08.6 | This video is taken when my mom had been in Sweden |
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