Oh, This thing on. Does my microphone remember me? Do you all remember me? I'm Lisa Page and this is the Lisa Page made me do it podcast.

I wasn't planning on doing an episode today, but I was in my office

trying to like sort through gifts and you know categorize everything because we got to start

wrapping today or tonight tomorrow and the next day or two at least and I thought you

know what I have not done a podcast in three months. My last podcast was on I believe

September 30th and it was all about why I have been MIA and not to rehash and I'll just link that episode in my show

notes if you missed it but I have just been like in the last three or four or five

months I've been kind of in this life rut, not necessarily like generally depressed but just kind of bored with lack of

activities I guess is how I would say it like for me and not to get into all of it but I just

have not felt driven or motivated really to do a podcast which sucks because I have this amazing

studio that we basically like redid fully and made over and I got new furniture and

some new equipment and I just love this space like I walk by my studio every day

And I'm like why am I not in there? Why am I not recording? But I just don't feel like I have anything super important to say, more

less.

So I've just been praying on and asking God to help me find some direction in 2023 and

help me to see a clear path on where I'm supposed to go or what I'm supposed to do as far as like my own self-fulfillment.

So this is just a me thing outside of that everything's great.

Love my husband, love my kids, love all my animals,

Miles, he's still chugging along.

I swear, the last like four Christmases,

Stew and I are like,

is this last Christmas?

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