Hey guys, this is Jessica Gutierrez with Clean With Me podcast.

This is a podcast where I walk you through cleaning your house step by step.

So let's clean together.

Hey, everybody. So I know I haven't been posting a lot and I apologize for that.

So what's going on in my life, I'm just going to give a little brief update. The reason why I've been so busy lately and I haven't been keeping up with it, I know a lot of you are not happy about that, but, and I really am sorry and i'm going to try to be better about it they've just

been training me for bar um to be behind the bar i'm a waitress as a lot of you know and i

not all of you may agree with me working behind a bar a lot of you i know i am a christian as well but

it's okay if you don't agree with it.

My reasoning is I just, I want to be able to work a couple less days.

All these school shootings and stuff have really just affected me.

And I just, I feel funny about putting my kids in school.

And I know that might sound weird and you're

probably thinking well you're going to have to let go eventually they're going to grow up sometime.

Yes, I know that and I'm aware of that. I just, just at least for preschool, I want to stay home and teach teach my kids but we can't afford for me to quit

working right now and staying to stay at home so um for now I just want to work a couple days a

week and bartending will make it to where I can make enough money to do that um and I'll be working less days and stuff like that.

So, but it's really stressful and I am not a drinker.

I never have been.

I know absolutely zero about alcohol.

So that's been a struggle.

I've had to do a lot of studying and working hard to learn all of the drinks and stuff and

and yeah, because I know zero about alcohol. So I've been working on that and it's been taking

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