For the first time in my life, I felt suicidal ideation.

And that was a scary feeling because I'm a mother.

And it's also a humili- it's not humiliating, it's like shameful

to think about suicidal ideation as mother

because I have so much to live for.

They told us we would have so much to live for. Oh, to have my mental health shit on by a so-called my mental health shit on by a so-called mental health professional,

I am shaking right now. I am so fucking mad. This general, like, cultural backlash against,

like, cancel culture being, like like so unfair to content creators is

kind of disingenuous because the reality is that first of all, no one ever really gets fully

canceled.

Okay.

I have made certain commitments to myself to not say things publicly or even behave in real life in an activated manner. I want to honor my highest

intelligence, my deepest intellect, my deepest propensity to be empathetic to people. But right now,

I'm just going to fucking be activated and shoot this because a lot of y'all are not getting it and to see a mental health professional

shit on something that has caused me suicidal ideation which I hadn't admitted to myself until a

couple of days ago a lot of people have spoken about how cancel culture is terrible and awful and and everyone is losing

their platforms left and right side note you all want to say you care so much about brittany you care

so much about Amanda bines Lindsay low hand you see how the public eye and public scrutiny can

degrade people over time completely destroy their mental health and well-being. And yet, as all of us,

as normal human beings, non-actors, non-musicians, people without teams, people without millions of

dollars come on here to share our voices. We just are going to collectively decide, no,

we're only applying that sort of empathy and compassion to celebrities? No, people like myself, like creators

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