I saw a vision of many rappers crying.

They were sobbing.

These men, mostly black men, were sobbing because they had done this ritual and they hated

the outcome of it.

They hated themselves.

When I say hated themselves, I saw men looking up to the sky and weeping, weeping

the way that men usually only cry when they have lost their mom.

And God was showing me that there's some men who cannot recover from doing this.

And then there are, in terms of the grief and the pain, the emotional dysfunction that they suffer.

And then he showed me that there are some of it who get used to it and go right into the life.

They become black singers, black rappers, or white singers, white rappers who are 100% gay,

love the gay life, love the gay attention, but because of their career,

they are told, don't show this.

Your fan base is women.

Your fan base is teens under the age of 20.

I mean, teens under the age of 15, you can't show this.

And so they don't, but they're fully gray.

Gay.

I saw this cracked heart.

You know the emoji for the broken heart?

I saw that in these men's chest.

I saw the broken heart emoji. that in these men's chest i saw the broken heart emoji and i saw rivers of tears flowing in them they couldn't accept what they had done they couldn't

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