Matthew 20:17-28 Then the mother of James and John came with her sons to make a request of Jesus, and bowed low; and he said to her, ‘What is it you want?’ She said to him, ‘Promise that these two sons of mine may sit one at your right hand and the other at your left in your kingdom.’ ‘You do not know what you are asking’ Jesus answered. ‘Can you drink the cup that I am going to drink?’ They replied, ‘We can.’ ‘Very well,’ he said ‘you shall drink my cup, but as for seats at my right hand and my left, these are not mine to grant; they belong to those to whom they have been allotted by my Father.’ When the other ten heard this, they were indignant with the two brothers. You may be tempted to accuse James and John of vain ambition, especially since the other Apostles were indignant, but I believe, with St. John Henry Cardinal Newman that this was not vain ambition, rather Noble Ambition, Magnanimity, the virtue to desire and do great things for the love of God and souls. They asked to reign with Christ. He in answer told them: Not that they were guaranteed of it But that they must venture for it, strive after it St Jerome says, “Jesus said not, ‘You shall not sit there,’ that He might not discourage the two brothers; neither did He say, ‘You shall sit there,’ that He might not stir the others to anger; but by holding up the prize before all, He might encourage all to strive for Him. So a just king presiding over a contest instituted by him, if his relatives and friends should come and say, ‘Give us the prize,’ gives this answer, ‘It is not mine to give the prize to you, but to those for who it is prepared, namely, to those who strive in the contest and gain the victory.’” “Are you able to drink the cup that I am to drink…? They said to Him, “We are able.” Here then a great lesson is impressed upon us, that our duty as Christians lies in this, to take a risk to do something great for the love of God and the good of others without the absolute certainty of success. James did risk all for the love of Christ…Our Lady of the Pillar - On January 2, 40 AD James had made it as far as Zaragoza Spain, where he was preaching the Gospel but with little success. Feeling very defeated he sat down on the bank of the Ebro River, dejected. At this time, Mary, the Mother of God appeared to St. James, standing on a pillar of Marble and she said to him, “James, the faith you establish here will be more firm and last longer than the pillar I stand upon.” Do not be discouraged and do not give up. I am with you and will help you.” James arose, preached the Gospel, won many converts to Christ and the faith he established in Spain endures to this day. To remember the visit and promise of the Virgin Mary, the first Marian shrine was built around the pillar. And James began to convert the pagans of early Spain. This was the first Marian Apparition known as Our Lady of the Pillar in Zaragossa Spain in 40 AD. Ten years before Mary was assumed into heaven. In whatever ways you feel defeated, dejected or just simply bored with life, entrust to Mary under the title of Our Lady of the Pillar and she will strengthen you to go on an be victorious. Jesus asked James, Can you drink the cup that I drink? James responded, “I can” and he did. In the year 42 James had returned to Jerusalem and King Herod Agrippa, the grandson of Herod the Great, as Luke tells us, “laid violent hands upon some who belonged to the Church. He had James, the brother of John beheaded, killed by the sword.” The gift Christ offers to us is that of eternal life and to reign with Him forever, which came at the price of His precious Blood Should we not respond in the most generous manner possible to such a great gift? Should not I be willing to give and risk everything in return for so great a gift as Christ is giving to me simply out of love and gratitude? Think of what He has done for us, Shouldn’t we try to give as much as we can in return?