I've had an interesting life.

I remember five years ago on my birthday thinking,

okay, I'm halfway through.

What do I want to do for the rest of my life?

What do I want to be for the rest of my life?

Last night, I was up late with Robin.

We were having a discussion about our values

and the fact that I've struggled with mine through the divorce process, everything that's happened.

I've lost a sense of direction for my life. There's a struggle that I have had because I had this big picture that got shattered.

But I have a safe, kind and sweet place with my wife Robin.

And then I have tons of guilt because I'm not more involved with everybody else that's out there. Hello, guys, welcome back to another episode of everyone's business but mine with me, Kara Berry.

Today we're talking Sister Wives' course, and wow, we have a lot to talk about.

Should I just?

No shade.

We love Christine around here.

Actually, like, side note, I'm not on Reddit, so I don't really know, like, what goes on there.

But I heard whispers that Christine is not very well liked over there on Reddit.

And also, like, on occasion, when I will post on Instagram, my episode announcement for

Sister Wives, there will be, like, a random, you know, 50 to 65-year-old woman who will find my account and you all know, well, honestly,

this hasn't really happened anymore and I miss it. You don't know what you got until it's gone.

People don't really message me as though I'm Cody or Robin or Christine anymore like they

used to, but what I will get from time to time is a woman ranting and raving about how much they

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